that sucks i wish i could feel where you're coming from. But my mother abused me mentally and physically though out the years. I can't even count the times i have had a knife to my face or called mcFatass or told that i was ugly and wish i was never born. Hope it gets better
Sorry to hear that man, it sounds like the relationship I had with my father. A child should never been treated like that. So sorry to hear that.